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Diem Perdidi

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lyrics

I am not a ghost, but I wish that I could be.
I am not a demon, but there are demons inside of me.
I no longer wish to be such an invalid.
I'm a goner, too silently dysthymic.
Sailing, sailing forever...
My heart's disconnected.
My mind's not together.
Wearing pain on my wrists,
Uncovering answers when I clench my fists.
An insomniac's day dream
Is just a nickname for reality,
So let me sleep a couple of days,
Because I'm getting quite tired of this place.
Closing back doors to the thought that i am not alone.
No matter where i am I'm never home.
So love me forever but I am a cancer,
Or hate me forever, but I'm still here
Letting myself down.
I feel so Goddamn lonesome. My nerves are shot.
I could go outside and make friends, but I'd rather not.
O God, can anyone trust anyone any more?
Are You there only so I can ask, "What am I here for?"
Be who You will.
Kill who You kill.
I can't stay mad at you,
So do what you do.
Why aren't you here when I most need you?

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from Athletes., released December 31, 2013

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We're an emo group from NH. We died. oh well.

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