released on Fall Compilation. The wacky thing is that all these lyrics are Ryan's. most Athletes. songs are collaborative but this is a project Ryan took on solely. Even the parts sung by Armando were written by Ryan. the only thing Armando really did was change a word to "Pills" because he loves pills.
lyrics
i would be lying if I told you I was ok
I cant stand it I cant stand it anymore I cant take it I cant take it anymore I hate my friends I hate my family but most of all I hate myself cuz your gone and im broken and these pills are my only friends cuz your lost and forgotten I don’t think this is how it ends I cant cope with this anymore I cant live with this anymore I lost my God I lost my country but most of all I lost myself cuzim gone and Imbroken and these pills are my only friends yes im lost soon forgotten I don’t think this is how it ends patch up my lungs while youre holding my heart cuz I find it hard to breathe while were apart